Some call me crazy, some call me beautiful, but Camryn calls me “Mom” and that is my most important title. If someone would have told me 10 years ago that I would be a single mom at the age of 28, I would have laughed. In the last few years of my life, it’s become clear that there are just some things in life that don’t make sense. My daughter, though, she can make sense of EVERYTHING. Our everyday life is comical, sometimes boring, and never makes sense to me. What I have decided is that I need a voice, to be heard, to vent, and to make sense to someone. I won’t pretend to be someone I’m not and that is a single, emotional, terrified, and confused single mom who has the smartest 6 year old you will ever know. She is the only reason I strive to find peace in my life. My mom thinks I’m funny, all my exes live in Texas and think I’m 100% insane, my sister thinks I’m a bitch, and my daughter thinks I’m weird (but, they all love me, I know it) 😉
Every weekday at 5:00pm, I call my mother to rehash my daily events with Camryn, work, and my emotional rollercoaster. She just laughs and says “I understand” “I know” and “hahahaha”. I’ve had way too many people tell me I need a blog, so here I am, this will probably make some people laugh, some mad, and maybe some cry, but it’s here. Read at your own risk.